This blog is about the everyday lives of Pakistani Women - not the sensational ones of suppressed, battered women, but normal lives, with regular urban issues and concerns - surprizingly similar to lives of many many women all across the world.
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
The Land of Rasputins
I come from the of Rasputins
With crazed fervour
And glazed minds
they rape and plunder
My beautiful Land
of humming brooks and sun-kissing mountains and brown-sugar sands
The Rasputins
set alight the universities of
Reason
lest the learned become mighty
They cast shadows on
Intellect
So it remains chained to their beards
Alas my friend
I come from a land of Rasputins
Who multiply like 'Agent Smith'
till whereever one looks
One finds that all faces,
all minds,
Have become that of
Rasputin
(London, Jan 2011. On the assasination of Punjab Governor Salman Taseer)
The Tattered Comforter
Urdu in the air, children in the streets
The eucalyptus smelling sharper in the heat
Family, sunshine, rickshaws, mirth
Sweet scent of the monsoon drenched earth
Oh the sounds, smells, feel of my land
I belonged here, no place more grand
Like a soft comforter enveloped in love
Heaven on earth, nothing better above
Today my comforter is in tatters
Run by idiots and mad-hatters
Dismal, ruined, infested by vice
held together by blood sucking lice
Nothing remains of its warmth
Inhabited now by the foul stench of death
And tales of horrors foretold
Throughout its once fragrant breadth
(Karachi, June 2013, On the massacre of mountaineers at Nanga Parbat)
Love like Small Pox
Love comes to them like
The common cold
Claiming the face, the body, the mind
They can’t breathe
For the while it’s there
It departs quickly
Painlessly
Leaving no trace behind
Just some faint fuzzy memories
To me, Love has come
Like raging Small Pox
It spread slowly
Burning under my skin
It marked everything
Senses, Vision, Speech, Touch
It left me exhausted
Scarred with open wounds
Healing slowly, painfully
The craters on my face, on my heart
Never really gone
My love was like the Pox
Relentless, all consuming
Leaving me marred
For the rest of my time
With signs of my Disfiguring Love
(Karachi, June 2013)
Munni and the Man Eater
It tickles her
The kosherness
The almost platonic
Justification of it all
It pleases her
The harmless proximity
The unspoken possibilities
With a practicing seducer
She sees his charms
Flattered and amused
She delights with abandon in his company
Smiling at the subtle affirmations of her womanhood
Assuring herself of the
The safety net
So filmsily around them
Like foam in the wind
And thus
She allows herself
To enjoy the flirtation
The attention
Of a sexy face
And thus
She maintains her chastity
Munni
Revelling in her association
With the Man Eater
(Karachi, June 2013)
Random
Random friends
With laughter in their eyes
Across a table
Comfort
In the randomness
Random conversations
Between to-be lovers
Inter-laced fingers
Anything other than random
Seems inappropriate
Random kisses
With still-strangers
At the beach
With sea salt on their lips
Anything other than random
Is obsolete
While labels define
Randomness
Gives ease
Of letting things be
In the sweetness of now
(Karachi, March 2012)
Random
Random friends
With laughter in their eyes
Across a table
Comfort
In the randomness
Random conversations
Between to-be lovers
Inter-laced fingers
Anything other than random
Seems inappropriate
Random kisses
With still-strangers
At the beach
With sea salt on their lips
Anything other than random
Is obsolete
While labels define
Randomness
Gives ease
Of letting things be
In the sweetness of now
The Great Love Story
It has come to me as a rude shock
that you are the great love story of my life
You're also the reason
there is a open cavity in my chest
Like a tree was pulled from it
It took many restless years
Many ardent reassuring encouters
That the memory faded
And breathing became lighter
And
Then
Across a crowded room
I see you
My heart flutters
I realise
My eyes have searched for you
All this time
It is you
The Great Love Story of my life
Etched across
My tired heart
with a blunt blade
(Karachi, Dec 2011)
My Picture of Dorian Grey
When you look in my eyes
You smile
For you think you see
A reflection of yourself in my eyes
Of the way you were, all those years ago
It saddens me but
No longer I see my beloved in your face
Your skin is sallow
With countless random indulgences
Your mouth droops at the corners
With the aftermath of meaningless pursuits
Your eyes are lidded
with excess of forgotten lovers
You are my picture of Dorian Grey
Once so beautiful
So captivating
Such that my heart would stop beating when I looked at you
But now......
I wil not tell you My Dearest
for I have loved you too well, too long
I will not tell you My Love,
May the gods be kind
And you go on forever
As the picture of perfection
You always believed yourself to be
(London, July 2011)
Frozen Kodak Moments)
You
Sitting across the table
Smiling at me
with eyes brimming with the newness
of Us
Click!
Me
With stars in my eyes
beaming back
with fire works of joy in my heart
at You
Click!
You are the sweetest love I have known
Breathless, exciting and terribly innocent
I have frozen snippets of my time with you
Which i keep under my secret pillow
And ever so often take them out and
my lips curve upwards involuntarily
at a sweet or sexy memory
You
Me
Forever sweet
In frozen kodak moments
(London, April 2011)
Talk No More
Please dont ask me my favorite colour,
Actor, book, song, place
Dont chat to me about the weather
Or the movie you saw
I like you
But please,
Must you want to talk to me
Must you try to read more behind my smile
than what you see
Must you poke your nose
in my mind, in my heart
(London, Jan 2011)
Conversations, my Sweet
Are highly over-rated
And very tiring
But if you want to hold my hand
It is yours
If you want to kiss me
My lips are yours
If you let me take a moment of quiet peace
In the comfortable nook of your neck
I am yours
But ask not to look into my soul in return
It is not a theme-park you can visit
to marvel at the
The Grotesque and the Magnificent there
No
It is not for you to see
When you can have all else,
why do you still want to talk to me?
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